Test Week
I officially proclaim this week as ”Test Week”
- Test to see if I am ready to begin blogging again
- Test out some healthy eating
- Test out how far I can “break my habit”
- Test out the new gym I pay for, but don’t go to
- Test out how many things I can knock off the To-Do List
Thinking of coming back…
It’s hard. It’s hard to focus on a number on thescale or the back of my jeans when so much has changed. I have changed. How do I put the past me and the present me in the same room?
This song renews my faith in men.
Needless to say- it’s been on repeat for a while.
Loss is powerful. Harness that power and use it for something good…
The Sis’ reaction to every petty thing my ex does.
Chick is nuts.
Painting day
So today I am a painting my new apartment (I will try to take some photos for you guys). Hopefully it will be done being painted by the end of the week, so I can really begin nesting. On a a nutrition tip, it will be nice to have complete control over what food enters my house.
I also plan of committing to working out as much as possible to try to combat the stress. I miss him, but the past few weeks have been some of the toughest.
I have some many things I want to accomplish this year and while being single wasn’t one of them…I guess God had other plans for me. I am hoping that this just means, I will in fact go to grad school. I will stay positive and lovely.
I will not be jaded.
I will run again.
I will love again.
I wish I took more photos of my house before I left it.
I loved that house. Put blood, sweat, and tears into. Yet, I am not there. I keep catching my self turning left instead of straight through a stoplight.
Hey, Val…you don’t live there anymore…
When there is a stranger in your house…
Please forgive my absence, but The Man and I have broken up.
A strange feeling. Anger. Sadness. Frustration. Relief.
So who changed? Me? Or him?
